Day 7

(Canon 30d. Copyright Diana Shay Diehl. Product by the Ford Corporation.)

I call this blog 'ordinary days' of an 'ordinary' woman. Today wasn't quite so ordinary but this shot pretty much explains what I wanted to do. Some days, no matter what you set out to do, nothing comes out right and the day is filled with one disappointment or heartache after another - even when you are simply trying to go with the flow.  Today was like that for me.  I am not always the rock for everyone to stand on. Sometimes, I crumble. Who will be there when I fall? I wonder when will it be my turn to be able to lean instead of being leaned on? To simply rest?

Maybe tomorrow....

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